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[8.22.05 - 12.38am] |
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Daft Punk is Playing at My House - LCD Soundsystem |
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Livejournal is the only site where i don't make my own layouts, i am starting to feel a little guilty. I think i need to get on the ball with the whol making layout shit on live journal.
I may get a full time job at T-Mobile, go me. i am going to still work at coldstone though of course. i can't give it up.
I watched 40 year old virgin with Steve from work. He is 34 and loud and a little creepy. He is cool just i am 18, he is 34 and divorced and a bachlor and wants me to come see his place... ack no sex with him though i am not attracted to him so you guys don't have to worry.
But I finally got to have sex with Chris and oh was it bliss!
I also got a tinkerbell tattoo when i went to see chris, he went there with me lol. so sweet of him yeah. I am sad he is going to be in korea for the fall but he is coming to visit in winter, yay!
Ok thats it
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| Me and Sex |
[7.8.05 - 1.58am] |
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Bubble Pop Electic - Gwen Stefani |
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I am 17 years old, about to be 18 and I have already had 6 partners. It doesn't seem like much, but considering my age it sort of does. I don't know, i don't really care. I love sex and I don't want to wait to be in love for it. You know whats funny, i have only had sex in a relationship twice. John,who I lost it to my sophmore year. And Isaac who i broke up with in May. The guy I had sex with two weeks ago is ignoring me. I am not really upset, its just sort of fucked up cause i still wanted to be his friend and all. I just hate not getting my way. I am such a spoild brat.
anyways, my big question thati am asking myself now when it comes to sex is, should I wait to be in a relationship to have sex again.
I am not even sure if I want to be in a relationship, and I love sex >,
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| The Next Chapter |
[6.17.05 - 10.30am] |
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Graduation - Vitamen C |
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I can't believe I am finally graduated. Done with high school. Wow, it doesn't seem to long that I was a freshmen waiting to become a senior. It's here and I don't know what to do with myself.
I made this new journal sort of as a new chapter, a more mature journal. My xanga is for fun, but my eljay is going to be a recording of my life for the next four years, well maybe three. Since the school I am going to is only a two year college. I won't be starting till January. But I hope to look back on this whole journal and be like wow, I remember.
I hope to make the life for myself I always wanted. And I have new goals for my life starting today. I want a more mature life, a grown up life. I am going to have that. Well thats all for now, bye.
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